Monday, June 9, 2008,9:49 PM
Last Friday, I had a hard time going to sleep. Images of the past having my dear with me flash through. The thought of knowing that he could not always be there waiting for me like in the past make my tears roll down uncontrollably. That night, I cried myself to sleep, praying hard in my heart to find peace in the Lord.
Indeed God took care of the smallest things of us. I slept really well and when I woke up, I found myself smiling. It was as if God is there smiling at me like I was doing. My heart was light and I just feel happy and cheering on the inside.
God is real, He bring HAPPINESS, JOY, LOVE and PEACE into our HEARTS. For this I know I can still stay strong when he is not here. (I must not let him worry.)
After my advance theory test (failed), I was disappointed yet not very upset (surprising). A successful man is not someone who never fails but NEVER GIVE UP!~ This was what’s in my mind, not just that, I also thought “if God allows it to happen, He surly has a reason for it”. For every bad thing never blame the Lord. It is because through trials you can be stronger.
I know God has already plans His way ahead for me.
I met up with Brenda for lunch at Causeway Point before meeting the rest to go to church. Her company was really great. I was feeling really HAPPY the whole time. Nothing’s burdening me, nothing that I am worried about. His peace was with me. His grace was sufficient for me.
For in His word He says in
2 Corinthians 12:9
And He said to me, “My grace is sufficient for you, for My strength is made perfect in weakness.” Therefore most gladly I will rather boast in my infirmities, that the power of Christ may rest upon me.
I had a great time before, during and after service, fellowship was great though we really played lame games haha. Just being with them make me HAPPY wahaha.
Thank God for all of you.
Thank God for He is here with me always.
Last but not least, I have not forgotten you my dear, I may be enjoying but I STILL MISS YOU. So be rest assured hehe.
With Love, ♥
★ Annabelle ★
★ Annabelle ★