Saturday, May 10, 2008,10:46 PM
In the evening when I was in the PG, Li Ping kind of confirmed it. She gave a word like "do not be afraid of limitation". Yes Limitation and Afraid are the words I guess. As many things is happening, limited by the time is something frustrating me as I wanna learn driving and the only time I had was Saturday morning. (Afraid that I may not have enough time, may not be learning fast enough to save money and the advance theory test.) And the other is to be able to do well in work and be a blessing to the people around me as mentioned earlier.
She also told me that she saw a picture of my preaching the word to a group of people. I still remember quite some time ago, I saw myself preaching to a group of people when my brother was praying for those who are called to be a leader (cell group leader etc). At that time I was confused and didn’t know how yet went to be prayed (just in case I am really called).
It had been awhile and the vision seems to go further away from me. It got even further when I kind of stopped giving Brenda bible study. I still remember those times that I gave her bible study, I would say I really fine joy in doing so. It builds up my confidence and draws me closer to God.
I guess I should build up that closest again with God ba. Somehow I really miss Him.
With Love, ♥
★ Annabelle ★
★ Annabelle ★